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Monday, April 16, 2012

it's kinda fucked up ay?

How all of a sudden, someone wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation.no words said. They just leave you hanging like you never met shit to them, and what hurts most is how they made it look so easy.

Real friends or Fake friends?

A few days ago a girl said that I was the inspiration to her happiness. This made me feel really good within myself. However today a different girl said to me "Why are you so depressed? Stop being so depressed, just be happy" and I thought to myself is that a joke? you obviously have no clue whats going on at the moment, you haven't actually asked me if I'm okay, or whats up.
I was so tempted to turn around to her and just say to her "If your ex-boyfriends could possibly kill himself, because his bestfriend whom is the sister he had never had tried to overdose herself, and was so close to dying and had been in hospital for 3 days. How the hell would you feel?" although I didn't, I just ignored her and walked into the class room.
i then get a message from another different girl saying "just thought i would thankyou for all those wonderful times you made me smile. never lose hope beautiful :) i love you" I never get messages or someone telling my theres things, specially at the moment. It brought tears to my eyes and it was just amazing how she said this and it really meant a lot! I really needed it.
Its like when someones asks you whats wrong? and you say nothing. Or when someones asks you are you okay? and you say I'm fine. The real friends know when your lying and they will keep asking until they get it out of you or they will walk you away from people hug you and ask again. The real friends don't stop until they know whats actually going on. The fake ones ask once and leave it even if they know that your lying they just don't bother.

-Liz

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