Remind me. Whats the point?

What's the point? I'm sure I'm not the only one who asks this question. Am I?

You see I'm so over of trying to not fight with my mum and so over trying to be good enough for her, and everyone else in my family. Even just being good enough in general. What's the point of trying to be good enough?
Why can't people accept me for who I am? Why do I have to be the one focussing on what others want and trying to make that happen for them? And then I forget what I want and what I should be focussing on in my life. But I want others to be happy but they don't understand that I have feelings too, and at the moment I'm dying inside. This isn't fair. It's crazy. People really do need to learn to accept others for who and whatever they are. Because why am I still trying. Even I don't understand myself sometimes.
Maybe I'm not good enough for anyone? Who knows? Obviously not me. I'm here trying to figure this out, will I ever? Am I having a mid life crisis at this age? Already? I couldn't be, I shouldn't be. Maybe I am? I'm so confused. why? Why me? Will I be asking these questions forever?
Lord I hope not.
-Liz